the cost of living is too fucking expensive.
FUCK YOUR AMERICAN DREAM.
i don’t want to be in fucking debt just to go to school to get a decent goddamn job.
i don’t want to have to work 60 hours a week just to fucking survive.
i don’t want your credit cards, i don’t want your loans, i don’t want your bullshit.
how the fuck do you expect a person to make it on their own?
I’M SO AFRAID THAT I DON’T HAVE A FUTURE.
mommy and daddy don’t take care of me.
i feed and clothe myself with my two goddamn jobs.
and i’m going nuts trying to maintain a healthy social life.
i’m going nuts trying to get time to myself.
time just to go for a run, or sleep in, or cook breakfast.
how the hell am i supposed to balance all of this? HOW?
i am not the energizer bunny.
i cry myself to sleep thinking that i might not have a chance.
i think that i won’t even make it through tech without starving to death.
i’ll never catch a fucking break.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
happiness is hard to obtain.